A smooth sea never made a skillful sailor.

Thursday, July 29, 2010

we were seventeen when you were taken from me... i miss you more each year. i wonder about you... what you are doing, where you are, if you are at peace. i often wonder if you ever watch me, and know that the smile on my face is because i was thinking of you. your photo is always with me, it stays in the frame you gave me. it will never leave my hands... i promise. one day we will be together again, and we'll lay on my front lawn and laugh at the stars, & everything will be perfect.

always & forever;

bean..

Tuesday, July 27, 2010




how unbelievably..
uninspiring.

Monday, July 26, 2010





I'm learning not to sweat the small stuff. This last year has been about finding strength within myself- not looking to others for it.

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

he said...




Fall down seven times...
Stand up eight.

Hopefully you've learnt your lesson.

Monday, July 19, 2010




Face life as you find it-- defiantly and un-afraid. Waste no energy yearning for the moon. Crush out all sentiment.

Thursday, July 15, 2010

It's sad when someone you know, becomes someone you knew.

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

La vie est un échange constant de la beauté pour la sagesse.

ALL THINGS SPLENDID
HAVE BEEN ACHIEVED
BY THOSE WHO DARED
BELIEVE THAT SOMETHING
INSIDE THEM WAS SUPERIOR
TO CIRCUMSTANCE...

Sunday, July 11, 2010

hate is easy, love takes courage

These are some words put together
to remind you
they are all just words.
Some use these words as tools
tools that stress the fact they are cruel
cruel words lack respect, love, trust.

But in the end words are all just words.

Words can't hold your hand while your eyes talk
words can't be your friend while your mind runs a muck.
You can't feel safe in the strong embrace of words
because my love
words are just words.

So don't worry up your mind
and don't believe all that's said.
Focus on what your heart feels
because after all words
don't define
moments of the heart.

Moments of the heart define words
after they have been read.

-Not my words.

Friday, July 9, 2010

finally, some sense




You were not born cut in two, so why are you still looking for the other half?

Thursday, July 8, 2010

restless & wylde

Stay in one place too long and sometimes it really seems that you can feel the grass growing underfoot. That’s when you know for certain that it’s time to move on. Often we journey in search of something–ourselves, love, adventure, understanding, the place we belong. Sometimes we go simply because we can’t stand to stay where we are or because of an almost desperate urge for movement. You have them – the friends who stayed at home and settled down. You look at their lives and can’t imagine finding happiness that way. They, on the other hand, look at your life and wonder why you always have to take “the long way around.” Different strokes, right?
Some people are content to sit on the shorelines, but those of us who travel know that we’ve got to get out there and chance the rapids, dance in the tides, and follow the dream wherever it leads. Sometimes the road is lonely and the destination isn’t always clear, but the dream is always big enough to compel us to walk down that road time and time again.

Wednesday, July 7, 2010



The best thing in life is finding someone who knows all your mistakes and weaknesses yet still thinks you're completely amazing.

Monday, July 5, 2010


There's a ghost in my mouth
And it sighs in my sleep,
Wraps itself around my tongue,
as it softly speaks
then it walks with my legs,
to fall, at your feet.

Friday, July 2, 2010

Seems that I have been held, in some dreaming state
A tourist in the waking world, never quite awake
No kiss, no gentle word could wake me from this slumber
Until I realize that it was you who held me under
Felt it in my fist, in my feet, in the hollows of my eyelids
Shaking through my skull, through my spine, and down through my ribs



.....:Built myself a castle on the beach, and watched as the sea took it away.