A smooth sea never made a skillful sailor.

Monday, August 30, 2010



I was a heavy heart to carry, my beloved was weighed down. My arms around his neck, my fingers laced to crown. I was a heavy heart to carry, my feet dragged across the ground. And he took me to the river, where he slowly let me drown.

My love has concrete feet, my love's an iron ball. Wrapped around your ankles, over the waterfall.

And is it worth the wait.....all this killing time?Are you strong enough to stand, protecting both your heart and mine?

Destiny is for losers
It's just a stupid excuse
to wait for things
to happen instead of
making them happen.

Saturday, August 28, 2010




in the end we only regret the chances we didn't take, the relationships we were afraid to have, and the decisions we took too long to make.

Thursday, August 26, 2010

Never give up on anybody. Miracles happen everyday.

Sunday, August 22, 2010




"I'm going to let you cry for a few more hours. And then after those few hours are up, you're gonna stop crying, you're gonna pick yourself up, you're gonna go back, and you're gonna kick some ass."

-Lady Gaga's Gran Mommy

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

when one door closes, another opens. its an old saying, that continues to ring true. i've often wondered, after you close a door may you revisit? are you locked out for ever, without a key to place in the lock and turn to soothe your endless curiosity? next time i'm unsure i'll leave the door ajar, and hide the key near in case the wind slams it shut, temporarily locking me out. if a door is closed for me, i will lose curiosity for the other side because i know there is nothing there worth exploring.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010



Where should we go?.... Anywhere but here.

Sunday, August 15, 2010



do you really think you can just put it in a safe behind a painting, lock it up and leave?

Friday, August 13, 2010




sometimes, you just have to try
not to care no matter how much you do.
cause sometimes, you mean nothing
to someone who means everything to you.

Thursday, August 12, 2010

motto #1:

the essence of life is not being perfect, impressing people, or succeeding at everything. the essence of life is simply making mistakes and learning from them. surrounding yourself with people that love you when you're being yourself, and getting through the failures so you can continue succeeding.

Monday, August 9, 2010



catch a falling star and put it in your pocket...never let it fade away..

Sunday, August 8, 2010




this is a man's world.
this is a man's world.
but it wouldn't be nothing, without a woman...or a girl.

you see, man made the car... to take us over the road.
man made the train, to carry the heavy load.

man made the electric light, to take us out of the dark.
man made the boat for water....like Noah made the ark.

this is a man's man's man's world..
but it wouldn't be nothing, nothing, nothing...
without a woman...or a girl.

Thursday, August 5, 2010

My Favorite Poem

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it(anywhere i go you go, my dear, and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling)
i fear no fate(for you are my fate, my sweet)
i want no world(for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

By: E.E. Cummings






I am coming to terms with the fact that loving someone requires a leap of faith, and that a soft landing is never guaranteed.

One thing i have is all the courage in the world, I don't always use it but it's there. I always say what is on my mind, even if it isn't the best thing to say at that moment.

I love with all i have, sometimes desperately. I search for the best in people, and forgive very easily. Some say this is a weakness, i think this is great strength.

I'm quirky and often insecure, but i know of my beauty and charm. I may leave you but i will never forget you.

I am a cheerleader for life, and i will always live to love.

Wednesday, August 4, 2010




i think of you in colors that don't exist...